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Jindagi ke kuch faisle bade kathin hote hain, Waise to har kisi ki yahi iksha hoti hai uski jindagi bhi hamesa khusnuma rahe. Par, kabhi kabhar kuch ajnabhi se khyaal is hriday - patal ko jhankjhhor dete hain.



Shaam ki manoram bela mein paawan nadi Ganga ke kinare ka wo sundar drishye mere liye berang sa pratit ho raha tha..
Dusro ki nazroon mein bhale hi ye ek khubsoorat drishya hota, par kehte hai na, sundarta roop se nahi dekhne wali ki nazroon se aanki jaati hai.

Lahrein machalti si mere pairo ko chhu rahi thi, suraj ki antim kirne Ganga ke jal mein halka laal rang ghol rahi thi aur nadi ko ek laalima pradan kar rahi thi.. Us Suraj ki tarah hi mera jeevan bhi dhalta sa pratit ho raha tha..
Aas-pas virangi ke maahaul mein nadi kinare baithi mai aaj apne atit ko talash rahi thi..

Kaise kaise rang dikhaya hai is jindagi ne mujhe.. Waqt is qadar karwat lega aisa mere jehan mein kabhi nahi aaya tha..

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" Suniye... "

Main apni dhun mein khoi si ek jhhalahat se aage ko badhi hi thi, tabhi kisi ne mujhe pukara.

" Un logo se jyada wasta na rakhiyega, shuruwaat mein wo aapko thode.."

" Chuupp... Tum hote kon ho mujhe bhasan dene wale, meri life hai mai ise jaise bhi jiun. Tum do kauri ke logo ki yahi problem hai, khud to aage badh nahi sakte, dusro ko bhi tokte rahte ho.. Ab bhasan na dena aur chup chap se yaha se chale jao."

Apni puri jhallahat maine us par utar di..Ek to ghar pe mom ki bak-bak, fir College ke gate par hi un ladkon ki Aashiqon wali harkaton ne mera dimag ko thoda ghuma dia tha.. Aur phir mila ye bakra jispar maine apna sara gussa nikal diya. Meri baat sun wo pal bhar bhi waha na ruka..

Dekhne se to bilkul boring type laga.. Sanwala rang, baalon ka koi style nahi, bikhre hue.. Nili jeans aur white T-shirt.. Uske sanwle rang par ujli t-shirt kuch jyada hi khili si thi.. Jise dekh mujhe hasi si aa gai.. Kad-kathi achhi thi par na koi style na koi personality, kul milakar boring type.

Main Jagriti, is College ke main trustee ki eklauti beti. Dad sahar ke jane mane hasti hain.. Akeli hone ke karan mera man ghar mein bilkul bhi na lagta. Upar se College mein mujhse koi jaldi baat nahi karta. Ek to papa ka darr dusra mera behavior, jiska andaza mujhe kisi ne baad mein karaya..

College life mein hokar bhi main akeli hoon.. Ek dost hai Anjali, jise apni kitaboon se fursat nahi, par, ek BF bhi hai maidam ka..khud mein hi wyast rahti hai.
Main aksar canteen mein baithe ladke aur ladkion ko ghurti aur ye sochti hoon, kitna achha hota hoga na yun dostoon ka saath..


Ye us se meri pahli mulakat thi, jisme maine use bade jor se daanta tha.. College ke shuruwaat hue 15 din ho chuke the, par ab tak use maine dekha nahi tha.. Or use dekhti bhi kyun..tha hi kya usme dekhne laayak..

Wo, to jab class mein baithi tab Anjali ne mujhse puchha..
" Tum Rishab par itna chilla kyun rahi thi?? "
Tab mujhe pata chala, uska naam Rishab hai..

" wo aise hi..ab tu dimag na kharab kar" maine baat taal di.

Dusri baar, hamari mulakat ya yun kahun ki bhidant, bich field mein hui, jaha main aur Anjali ek ladke se lad rahe the, Aur wo jaban ladaye ja raha tha..

Maine jyun hi use thappad marane ko haath uthaya, Jane kaha se ye mahasaye pahunche, as expected mera haath pakad liya..

" tumhari himaat kaise hui mujhe rokne ki." main apne ugrr roop mein usse haath chhudarate hue puchha.

" Miss jagriti aap kyun badhak rahi hain, jhagda Anjali ka hai use sort out karne dijiye."

Fir jor se bola,

" are bhailog aap sab bhi, kiske tamasaha dekhne mein lage ho yaar, ye to aise hi faaltugiri karte rahenge, chalo yaar apne college kaa match start hone ko hai.."

Bas, kuchh palon mein hi puri bheed khali ho gayi, saayad sabko apni begari ka ehsaash ho gaya..

Ab sirf 4 log hi bache the, main to awaak si kabhi logo ko jaate hue dekh rahi thi, kabhi us Rishab ko.
Tabhi usne us ladke ke kaan mein kuchh kaha aur dono ek baar hasse, aur wo ladka Anjali ko sorry bol kar nikal gaya..


" Arre Anjali, yaar tum bhi kin logo ke munh lag jaati ho, aise logo ko ignore kar diya karo, faaltu ladko se muh laga kar apni ijjat kyun kharab karna."

" Oyye.. Mr. Rishab, ab tum apne faaltu ke dialogue mat maro, wo bhi saayad tumhara dost tha, tabhi to tumhari ek baar kahne se chala gaya, aur ab uski burai kar ke khud ko achha shabit karne ka dhong mat karo.. Anjali chal yaha se.."

Main Anjali ko lekar chali aayi.

Us, roz ke baad se to wo mujhe futi aankho se bhi na suhata tha, aksar hamari gahma-gahmi hoti rahti. Mujhe chidh si hoti thi us se. Mujhe hamesa wo mera virodhi hi lagta.

Mere 1 saal pure hone ko the, is college mein.. Par, ab bhi us se waise hi jhagde hote, maine kafi socha kaise us se pichha chhudaun, aisa nahi tha ki wo rudely behave karta ho, aksar uski baat kisi moral ki tarah lagti jis se mujhe chidh si hoti. Kabhi agar main jeet jati tab wo bas ek bhhadi si muskaan dikhaate hue chala jaata.. Mere bahut sochne par bhi koi rashta sujh nahi raha tha is se pichha chhurane ka.

Hamare exams ki date march mein thi, abhi us se pahle feb mein Valentine ke mauke par sabhi apni date ke saath kuch plan karne mein lage the, Anjali bhi ghumne ja rahi thi.

14th February, mid day in canteen

Aaj sabhi College sirf naam ke liye aaye the, sabko intazar tha apne partner ka jiske saath wo ghumne jaaye.
Main Anjali ke saath baithi use mana rahi thi ki wo apne BF ke saath na jaaye aur ham dono kahi chalte hain ghumne. Par uske kaano par joon tak na rengi.
Thodi der baad main akeli baithi thi canteen mein, aur sabko jaate hue dekh rahi thi, tabhi maine us manhoos ko bhi dekha jo gate ke pass ke ped ke niche baithkar sabko byee kar raha tha, aur apni kisi kitaab mein khoya tha.

Kuch waqt baad sirf ikke-dukke log hi bache the, jinme main bhi shamil thi. Main kuch sochti si Rishab ki aur chal padi..

Ped ke niche, baitha wo apni kitaab mein khoya sa tha. Apne aas-pass jab maine nazar daali to koi bhi na tha, fir himmat juta kar main uske paaa gayi aur use aawaj diya.

" Rishab mujhe tumse kuchh baat karni hai."

Meri aawaj sun achanak se wo seham sa gaya, jaldi se apni kitaab band ki aur khud ko sambhalte hue kaha.

" hmm boliye Miss khadus kya kahna hai.." wo aksar mujhe yahi bulata tha.

" Rishab... I Love You "

Mera itna Kahna hi tha,uske haanth se uski kitaab chhutt jameen pad giri. Ek baar usne khud ke gaal pad thapki maara, fir palkein jhapkata mujhe ghurte hue utha.

" kya kaha tumne"

Main jo apni nazarein jhukaye jameen ko ghur rahi thi, dheme se apni baat dohra diya.

" I Love You "


Wo, bas bina palkein jhapkaye mujhe dekhta raha, jab kuch waqt tak kuch jawab na paakar, maine apni nazarein upar uthai dono ki nazar takrai. Ek pal tak yun hi khoya raha wo.. Phir..

" Jagriti....


Mohabbat kinhi lafzon ka mohtaaz nahi hoti..!!
Ye to Aankhon aur isharo se hi byaan hoti hai..!!

Phir ek chuppi ke baad uske swar phute,

" I Love You too.."


" Par ye to bataoo, tumhe iska ehsaash kab hua, tum to mujhse hamesa chidhti ho."

" jab bhi tum nahi hote, tab mujhe tumhari kami khalti hai, mana tumse ladte waqt main bahut gusse mein aa jati hoon, par phir baad mein mujhe tumse hui wo baatein bhi bahut yaad aati hain.."

Main apni baat jyun hi khatm ki wo thoda aage badh, mere kandhe ke paas jhulti haathon ki unglion mein apni ungliyan fasata hua, mere chehre se ek haath se meri julfoon ko hata kar meri aankho mein utarne ki koshish karne laga. Kuch palon tak yun hi aankho aankho mein baatein karta hua khada raha, fir bola..

" Ohhoo, to aapko mujhse ladna pasand aata hai, achha chhoro ye baat, aaj hamne ek nayi shuruwaat ki hai to, is naye rishte ke khatir chalo ghumne chalte hain."

Uski haathon mein apna haath diye, main bhi uske saath ho li. Us roz usne mujhe khoob ghumaya, movie dikhayi, fir ek achhe hotel mein khana khilaya. Fir shaam tak mujhe ghar bhi pahunchaya.

Us raat main bahut khus thi, hoontho par ek alag hi mushkurahat thi, par is muskaan ka pyaar se koi wasta na tha, ye to jeet ki khusi thi, badi badi baatein karne wala aaj khud ek pal mein hi badal gaya tha, ladki ne thoda sa chance kya dia, wo to tut hi pada mujhpe, kitni aasani aur jaldi usne accept kar liya tha mera proposal, sach hi to hai sabhi ladke ek jaise hi hote hain.

Agli subah 6 baje, uske call ne hi meri nind todi..

" Jaan.... Gd mrng. Uthiye subah ho gayi hai. Are haan jagriti main tumhe jaan kahun to koi dikaat to nahi."

Main aaj pahli baar, itni jaldi uthi thi, thoda khijte hue hi maine baat ko sambhala..

" hmm.. Koi baat nahi, aap jaan kah sakte hoo. Ohk main uth gayi hun milte hain college mein "

" thk hai jaan.. I love you."

" love you too " mai jald se isko reply kar fir se ludhak gayi.

College mein pahunchte hi Anjali mere sar pe baith gayi..

" tumhare aur Rishab ke bich pyaar ho gaya..?? Jaggu ye ajooba kaise hua..?? "

" Abe.. Tu hamesa duffer hi rahegi, kisne kaha main us se pyaar karti hun, ye sab to bas use sabak sikhane ke liye hai, dekhti rah ab main us se kaise apne saare kaam karwati hun, notes se lekar canteen ke bill tak sab ab usko hi karna hai.. Hihi..Samjhi budhhu.."

" Par ye to galat hoga na..!! "

" Ab tu bhi faaltu ke bhaasan na diya kar, mujhe pata hai main kya kar rahi hoon, us jaise ladke ke saath aisa hi hona chahiye, bas badi-badi baatein karna aata hai "

Meri soch anusaar hi ab uska behaviour thoda badal chuka tha, hamare bich ki nok-jhok ab khatm si hone lagi, iske viprit ab wo meri care karne laga tha.. ab waqt apni karwat badalne laga tha.. Jyun jyun samay guzarne laga wo meri chakkar mein Jyada hi padne laga.. Mere kai saare kaam uski wajah se badi aasani se ho jaate.

Par, ek aur jaha main apni jeet par khus thi wahi dusri or uska yun meri fikar karna aur baar baar mujhse wo faaltu wale style se apna andaaz-e-ishq bayaan karna bada bore maarta. Asal mein meri Dil mein uske liye koi feelings hi na thi.. Main bas waqt ke saath khud ko usse thoda darkinare rakh kar hi chal rahi thi, taki uska saath bhi rahe aur mera faayada bhi..

Aise hi ek roz usne mujhe apne ek dost se milwaya, jo dusri college ka tha, dono saath hi hostel mein rahte the.

Sameer Mathur, a handsome guy, halki gori rangat stylish look, Kad-kaathi achhi thi, saath hi ek alag si personality.. Sameer, Rishab ka khaas dost tha. Isi wajah se wo mujhe us se milwane laaya tha.. Ham milne ko coffee shop pahunche, jaha Sameer hamari pratiksha mein tha.

Sameer ki shakshiyat ne pehli nazaron mein hi mujhe uski or aakarshit kiya, Jane kyun main uski or khichi si ja rahi thi, baar baar mera uski or dekhna, usne notice kar liya tha saayad, wo bhi bich-bich mein mujhe dekhne laga tha.. Rishab jyun hi order dene gaya, Sameer ne apne jeb se kalam aur ek kagaj ka tukda nikala, fir kuch likh, mujhe wo parchi chupke se pakda di..

Pahle to main darr gayi, fir kuchh soch kar maine, haath aage ko kar diya.. Is ek kshanik matrr ka faisla mere pure jeevan ki ek alag kahani hi likh dega iska andaaza mujhe katai na tha...

Us ek pal ne jeevan hi badal diya, us shaam se sameer ke calls aane lage, kuchh dino tak dosti aur fir kab pyaar ki baat aayi iska pata tak na pada.. Mujhe wo har maiyne mein pasand tha, uski baatein uske khule khyaalaat, bilkul meri liye hi bana tha wo, main to kuchh dino ke pyaar mein hi uspar apna sab kuchh nyochhawar karne ko taiyar thi..

Par ab jindagi ek ajeeb mod pe khadi thi, ek or Rishab tha, jisse main nafrat karti thi, dusri or Mera pyaar, Sameer.. Par Rishab ko maine swayaam hi propose kiya tha, ab use inkaar karna mere liye sambhav na tha, kaise kahti ki ye sab natak tha, jiske mukhye kirdar ki bhumika mein the tum.

Ek gahan chintan ke baad ek darr ke saath maine ye baat Sameer se kahi. Darr is baat ka tha, ki kahi is chakkar mein mujhse sameer ka saath bhi na chhin jaye par jo pratiutar mila wo mere liye anapekkshit tha.
" Jagriti ye tumhari personal life hai, aur mujhe isme interfere karne ka koi haq nahi, main tumse hi khus hun, aur tumhe agar Rishab ke saath ye sab jaari rakhna hai, to rakho.."

Main to awaak si rah gayi uske jawab se, jehan mein sirf ek hi khyal kaundha..

" Kya mohabbat ke rishte ke baad bhi premiyon ki alag-alag duniya hoti hai.. Kya pyaar mein ek-dusre ke prati shamarpan ka koi bhav nahi hota.. Kya pyaar ke baad bhi hamari jindagi apne priyatam se alag hoti hai.."

Par, jaise har vaykti ko sugam marg hi pasand hota hai, thik usi tarah mujhe bhi yahi sahi laga, bhala Rishab ko sach kaise bata pati main.. Apne bhitar ke khyaalaaton ko samet kar maine apna mann Sameer ke bataye rashte ki or kar diya.

Yun, ye pal guzarne lage, Sameer ke saath hamara rishta ek nayi unchaiyon ko chhune laga tha, College ke baad aksar main sameer ke saath ghumti firti, kabhi kabhi bunk bhi maarna padta.. par in sab ke bich Rishab ab bhi apne purane andaaz mein hi meri har care mein laga hua tha.. Main use waqt kam de pati thi, aksar bas college mein hi mulakat hoti, par wo kuchh na kahta bas, kuchh paloon ke liye ruthta, fir mere thode se apnepan dikhane par hi maan jaata, aur kabhi main na bhi manati, to khud hi apni galti batata, aur mujhe hi manane lagta.. Ajeeb tha uska sawabhav, kabhi kabhar to mujhe bahut achha lagta, par Dil mein jab uske prati purana dwesh jor pakadte lagta, tab main apne khyaalon ko jhatak deti.

Dekhte dekhte, hamara 2nd year ke bhi kuchh aakhri din hi bache the.. New year aane ko tha.

25 dec. ke aate hi main prafullitt si thi, Sameer ne naye saal ke mauke par mere liye ek alag party organize ki thi, ham dono hi us roz sahar se durr ek camping par jane wale the.

Badi jado-jahad ke baad dad,se permission mili, unse maine ek group party ka bahaana banaya.. Dad ne thode sawaal-jawab ke baad anumati de di.

Apni khusi ke unmaad mein main sab kuch bhool si gayi thi.. Dil bas us roz ka intazar kar raha tha. Main khud mein itni magan ho gayi thi, ki mujhe sudh hi na rahi kisi aur ki, bas jehan mein Sameer ke saath ki khwaishen umad rahi thi.

31st ki subah, 10 baje ka waqt aapne bistar par soyi main sapno ki duniya mein khoyi si thi tabhi Anjali ke call ne meri nidra todi.
" Haan Anjali, bol.."

" Abe jaggu to ab tak so rahi hai, achha maine ye puchhne ke liye call kiya tha.. Aaj ka kya program hai, Rishab tumhe kaha le ja raha hai?? "

" Rishabbb..."

" Are.. Tera B.F. Ab bhool bhi gayi kya use.. Waise jaggu wo pichhle ek week se college mein nahi dikha..kaha hai wo?? Tabiyat kharab hai kya?? "

Anjali ki baat sun main sann si rah gayi.. Maine ek week se khud mein itni khoi si thi ki mujhe sudh hi na thi Rishab ki.. Phir khyaal aaya, main kon sa us se pyaar karti hun, jo uski sudh rakhun. Par uska yun meri care mujhe sochne par majboor kar raha tha...

Phone ki dusri or anjali chilla rahi thi..

" Anjali tu phone rakh main kuchh der baad baat karti hun "

Maine apne bhitar panpe antardwand se jujhkar, anttah yahi faisla kiya.. Ki mujhe use call karna chahiye..

Par, pata chala phone bhi off hai, samajh nahi aa raha tha, aakhir hua kya hai.. Fir khyaal aaaya ki Sameer bhi to uske saath hi rahta hai..

" Haan Jagriti, aaj ki party ke liye ready ho na.. Aaj ham khoob masti karenge.."

" Haan Sameer wo sab to thik hai, par ye to bataoo.. Ye Rishab kaha hai..?? Uski na hi koi khoj khabar hai na hi call lag raha hai.."

" Achha to ab tum Rishab ko khoj rahi ho.. Ab usme interest aa gaya kya?? Wo to pichhle week se hi gaayab hai.. Pata nahi kaha gaya.."

" wo interest wali koi baat nahi Sameer wo maine aise hi puchh liya.. Aap aisa kuchh na socho.. Chaliye shaam ko milte hain.."

" ohk mujhe besabri se is shaam ka intazar hai.."

Mujhe bada ajeeb sa lag raha,tha, phir bhi Rishab ke khyaalon ko jhatak main taiyar hone chali gayi. Ham dopahar 2 baje hi apne gantavye ko nikal gaye. Ham ek camping par ja rahe the.

Raat ki haseen chandni mein hamne candle light dinner enjoy kiya.. aur naye saal ka jashn manaya, fir drink ka daur chala.. Drink pine ke uprant mujhe kuchh ajeeb sa feel hua, aur main kab behosi ke aalam mein pahunchi iska mujhe bhi koi andaaza nahi.

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Apne haanth mein ek kaagaz ka tukda liye, roz ki tarah aaj bhi is ganga kinare main baithi us suraj ko niharti apne attit mein dubi thi.

Aaj bhi wo din nahi bhuli, jis roz us chhote se kaagaz ne meri jindagi mein halchal la di thi..

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College ke baad 4 saal beet chuke the, main ab job karne lagi thi.. Ek roz subah ek parcel aur ek khatt aaya.
Khatt ke upari hisse par meri ek tasvir chipkai hui.. Aur bade sunahare aksharon mein likha gaya tha..

Teri aankhon ki ye kali rangat,
unpar dilnashen palkoon ki sangat..!!

Gaalon pe chhayi ye halki laali,
jinko chhupati teri julfien kaali..!!

Tere chehre par chhaya ye kaisa noor,
Fiki si lage jannat ki hoor..!!

Najroon se utarta hi na tha, tera ye sundar chehra,
Yun lagta waqt bhi ho wahi thahraa..!!



Hello jaan,

Jaanta hun, tum to kab ka mujhe bhool chuki hogi, isliye bata doon, main wahi hun tumhara dushman " Rishab " naam to yaad hi hoga, miss khadus..!!

Kaisi hoo..?? Oo..haan, upar ki lines aise hi likh diya tha, wo jab tumhari tasveer churai thi..ohh tumhe to pata bhi na hoga... Yaad hai jab class mein tumhare sports form se tumhari photo gaayab ho gayi thi, solly Jaan.. Wo maine hi churai thi.. Kya karta Dil mein jo utar gaya tha tumhara chehra.. isme mera koi kasoor na tha, pahli baar jab tumko dekha tha tab hi ye Dil jaane kyun, kuchh badal sa gaya tha, main tab se aksar hi tumhe chor nazroon se dekha karta, fir us roz tumne mujhe fatkaar lagai, asal mein mujhse tumhara yun un logon ke chakkar mein pareshaan hona achha nahi lag raha tha, sach kahun to darr sa gaya tha main un aashiqon se, wo aksar isi tarah ladkioon ko prem jaal mein fasate the. isi karan maine tumhe samjhane ki koshis ki, par aapne to aisi fatkaar lagayi ki kya kahun..


Jaan, aapko yaad hai maine aapke prem prastav ka pratiutar kya diya tha..

" Mohabbat kinhi lafzon ka mohtaaz nahi hoti..!!
Ye to Aankhon aur isharo se hi byaan hoti hai..!! "

Asal mein aapki nazroon ne hi saari kahani bayan kar diya tha mujhko, ki ye sab bas ek natak hai.. Main aapke chehre par aaye bhav se hi samajh gaya tha.. par is ummed mein ki is naatak ke khel mein hi main aapke Dil mein kuchh jagah bana sakun, maine aapka proposal swikaar kiya tha.. Akhir kyun inkaar karta apni mohabaat ko jab wo khud hi Izhaar kar rahi ho.. Par, saayad main aapki mohabbat ke kabil na ban paaya.

Jaan.. Aapne Sameer ko chahaa aur maine aapko, par jis waqt mujhe aapki sachai pata chali thi maine khud ko aapke jeevan se door kar diya, taki aap khus rah sako.. par us aakhri raat main khud ko rokk na paaya, kya karta meri jaan ki hifazat ka sawaal tha..

Jaan, jaanta hun main laakh koshishon ke baad bhi aap jaisa na ban paaya..Badi jado-jahad ki taki main aapke rang mein dhal sakun, par mujhse meri maulik naitikta nahi chhutti.. Sameer ke baad saayad aap samajh gayi hongi ki sirf bahari aawran kisi ki sundarta ko paribhasit nahi karta..

Jaan aap soch rahi hogi aaj main aapko ye sab kyun bata raha hun.. Wo kya hai na, in 4 saalon mein bhale hi waqt aur jamaama aage badh gaya hai, par jaane kyun ye haara hua aashiq aaj bhi wahi hai, apni jaan ko tasveer mein hi yaad karta hua, roz apni bebasi par.aanshoon bahata hua...

Aaj ye khatt padh rahi ho aap, to iska arth hai, aakhirkar aaj meri saari bebasi khatm ho gayi hai.. Is khatt ke saath ek parcel hai jisme meri ek khwaish hai, use ho sake to puri kar dijiyega..



Mayush To Hun Vaade Se Tere,
Khuch Aas Nahi Aur Aas Bhi Hai..!!

Main Apne Khayalon Ke Sadke,
Tu Paas Nahi Aur Paas Bhi Hai..!!

Dil Ne To Khushi Mangi Thi,
Magar Jo Tune Diya Achha Hi Diya..!!

Jis Dil Ko Talluq Ho Tujhse,
Wo Raas Nahi Aur Raas Bhi Hai..!!

Palkon Se Girte Ashkon Me,
Tasveer Jhlakti Hai Teri..!!

Deedar Ki Pyassi Aakhon Me,
Ab Pyass Nhi Aur Pyass Bhi Hai..!!

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Aaj 14 feb. hai, aaj uski khwaish ka maan rakhna hai mujhe.. Apne haathon mein laal kapdo se lipti is kalsh ke saath main ganga ki or badh chali, yahi sochte hue ki ajeeb mukkadar mila is anmool saksh ko, mere haathon hi pyaar ke khel mein naacha, meri khatir hi us shaam un logo se bhida, jiska natija nikla sir mein ek gahri chot, badi mushkil haalaton mein 3 saal tak hospital ka jeevan, aur ant tah mere haathon, uska asthi-visarajan... Is ek anubhooti ne mere pure man-mashtiksh ko jakhjhhor diya.. Aakhir ye kya rang dikhaya is jindagi ne mujhe, ek anmool jeevan mere haathon hi barbad karwaya is jindagi ne.. Khud ko koshti aur apne aankho se ashru ganga ko supurd karti main aage jal mein badhi is ikshaa ke saath ki saayad ye ganga aaj mujhe bhi khud mein visharjeet hone ka sukh de sake..
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Sorry, I will not give it one more try,
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But I am on the road to find out.

Your love was a blessing, in human dressing
But I am on the road to find out.
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I kiss you so deep, entwined as we sleep
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